Ya know...it's hard caring about someone. It's hard only seeing one side of a story and keeping your past experiences separate from it... It's hard to apologize for something that you said with good intentions and trying to make things right....
This morning I find myself in that situation......I'm not sure what to do....I'm scared that my comments out of 'love' have been misinterpreted and have now upset things...this makes me very sad.
I'm a very caring and loving person that does whatever I can for my friends, it's at the core of who I am.....so yeah....when I see potential for a friend to get hurt, I open my big dumb mouth and stuff comes out sideways....unfortunately, I can't take those things back.....When I do that, I try to make them right, and that's sometimes hard....especially when my comments have hurt the ones I love.
I just hope that after a good night's rest, someone sees that my initial comments were made out of love, and not anger...and that my offer to get to know the third party was a sincere attempt to make things right. While I can totally see your point, know that it was not a question of YOUR integrity or friendship towards the other! I know I screwed up....unfortunately, that cat's outta da bag....I just hope that I'm given the opportunity to make amends! That's all I ask....I could be good for all! (including your friend in need)
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im not mad at you sweetie...well i am a little but its all good. i will get over it. you just need to watch what you say sometimes. i do the same thing someimes. but when someome tells you to drop something you need to drop it...especially with me because like i said i tend to get EXTREMELY bitchy lol. i will talk to you 2moro love. ;)
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